"Love is just a word 'till someone you meet gives it a meaning. So often we say "i love you" because we fear losing someone but more often we lose them because we fear saying "i love you". Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul." Those sayings are all true because if you love someone, you should mean it and you should let that someone feel and experience the love that you have for him.
When I entered Cavite National Science High School, I experienced my first and last true love. I am saying that it's the last 'cause that's what I am feeling but ofcourse, I can never say what will happen.
When I'm in first year, I met my love one. He's actually not the first but I can say, he's my first TRUE love. He was already in third year that time. When we had our intramurals, we became teammates and that's the reason why we met.
When it's the first day of our intams, I borrowed the t-shirt of my classmate because my t-shirt is too big for me. That t-shirt has name on it and the name was Jay-r and while I'm walking infront of the chemistry lab, someone said, "Tingnan mo 'yon, Jay-r ang pangalan." So I looked at him and I smiled, then I continued walking. Then, my classmate told me, the one who owns the t-shirt, that the boy who saw me wearing his t-shirt told him that he's shocked because my name is Jay-r and he also told me that he explained why I have that name. Then, at the end of our intrams, that boy got my number and because I am not snobbish, I gave it to my classmate and I let him give it to that boy. Then, when it's already our sembreak, that boy texted me and he told me that the reason why he got my number is because of that t-shirt and also because I'm cute with my rosy cheeks. Well, I'm really flattered. When I'm texting with him, it's brown-out because of the typhoon "Milenyo". We texted for a long time and on his birthday, I gave him lollipop because he told me that he wants that. He also toldme that he's so happy because of that one-piece lollipop. That time, I felt happy again because even just a piece of lollipop, I could make him happy already. Before his birthday, when it was October 10, 2007, he already asked me if he could court me and so I allowed him. Then the fourth year's graduation day came, he told me that he's going to give me his t-shirt last intrams so I will always remember him and so he did. That t-shirt really smells good and I am so addicted to it.
After 2 years, 1 month and 6 days of waiting, at last, he already had the chance of being with me forever. That t-shirt really mean so much to me and I'm so thankful to have that because that represents how we met. Because I met him because of a t-shirtand he gave me a special t-shirt too and it's actually the "yellow tigers" t-shirt. Now, I can say that "The more you love, the more you lose a part of you. Yet you become less of you are, instead you end up being complete." Love is really like a quicksand: the deeper you fall in it, the harder it is to get out. I am so happy and really thankful to have my first and last TRUE love.
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